Please pray, I know those of you who read my blog are already praying, but please pray more!! Please pray all tests will come back negative and all accusations will be dropped. Please pray John and I will feel a love for eachother as we have never felt in our time together thus far. Please pray God would somehow let my son know how much I love him despite not being able to do anything to help him. Please please pray we can come HOME!! Pray rather that God would sound the trumpet!! How I am so sick of this world and am ready to go be with Jesus. Lord come quickly, don't wait! I am tired, I am weak I am worn, through the storm through the night lead me on help me fight, precious Lord lead me on!!!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Jackson
There are really no words to write that can explain how I feel, how scared I am, how tired, did I say how scared?! Jackson had a good night, he is still extremely tired. We had an MRI this morning and all the other tests are in. Now we wait for results--UGH. Waiting!! Waiting, those who wait on the LORD will rise on up wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary they will walk and not grow faint. How I want that truth to come to life in my life today. I am weary, and I definately don't feel like I have risen up on wings like eagles. I feel in fact that I am in the lowest place anyone could find themselves. Selfish I know, but its the truth. I feel like I am being stared at by everyone, accused of horrible things and am terrified that I will not come home with my son. While God is my world and it is in HIM that I breathe, Jackson comes in a very close second. He is GOD's baby above all but oh God has given him to ME! He is MY SON!!
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Kandy: How I wish I had the right words to say or the ability to come and be there with you right now. You are a wonderful mom and the truth will come out.
I do second your call for the Lord to come quickly!!
I prayed for Jackson this morning and will continue to do so. I was directed to your blog through Kristin's. May the Lord uphold you as you wait on Him.
Kandy,
I don't know you, but I have read your blog a few times because of the link from Kristin's. She posted this morning (and I read your post) about all that has gone on with Jackson. My heart hurts for you, how scary as parents to see your child experience all of this. I am praying for you! The Lord is your refuge!
I don't know you either, but I too read about Jackson through Kristin's blog and came here. I want you to know that God placed you on my mind first thing this morning as I was barely awake, and I have been praying constantly! My heart aches for you as you experience this, and I pray for God to give you his strength and peace through it all.
We all love you guys and will continue praying. It's going to be ok. God knows, He is with you!
Kandy: You don't know me but I went to school with John. I've been reading all the updates from Emily and I've read your blog a couple of times. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Amber Smith (Lee)
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